Wednesday, April 28, 2010

ENT Posting

Praise only to Him because never stop give me His love and raise me with a lots of tests and learning, that were trained me be more adult.

One week in ENT clinic and ward tought me many things..
Ear Nose Throat (telinga hidung tekak) adalah tiga pancaindera yang amat berharga.

Situasi 1
Saya membelek-belek folder patient.. NPC (Nasal Pharyngeal Carcinoma), she looked very healthy..reading newspaper, eat “laksam”, smile at me and had good sleeping. “Mck sakit tak?” I asked her. “tak..” (pelik..cancer sakit biasanya,apatahlagi bila treatment chome mungkin maksud dia tak sakit masa saya tanya..) she smiled at me. “orang tengok mck macam sihat kan? Orang tak sangka mck sakit..mck pun tak tahu mck ada barah kat dalam hidung..ingatkan sakit-sakit biasa..” she explained. “bila lagi mck sakit..?” even though in her folder already stated that she have the disease in 2008, I just want to know her remote memory. “tak silap mck dalam 2 tahun lepas..dulu,mula-mula sakit hanya keluar darah ikut hidung..mck datang hospital lepas tu doctor suruh mck pergi hospital kuala lumpur. Kat sana doctor bagitahu mck ada barah..kat sana tak ada chemo lagi untuk mck masa tu, mck buat radio theraphy saja. Bila kat kuantan ada chemo, doctor kat sana suruh mck datang sini pula…” long explanations she gave to me and ended with sweet smile. She went to hospital for 5 days to have her chemotheraphy.

Sungguh,nikmat sihat bila-bila sahaja Allah boleh tarik..saya kagum dengan dia. Bagi saya, senyuman itu menyimpan seribu perasaan tetapi saya yakin didalamnya terselit perasaan redha dengan qada dan qadar Allah. May Allah give her a strength and may all her sickness will purified all her sins.

Situasi 2
Scene that I cannot forget..kena “bombard” dengan audiologist.. huhu...at first feel very uneasy. Why she so arrogant? Hmm..
But, I reflect to my self..Allah to test me..its ok, its always be like that..in long journey I’ll find many kind of people in somehow this kind of people teach me “not to behave” like that if I don’t want other people feel like what I feel right now..
May Allah bless her…

Situasi 3
Moral of the story..never used cotton buds to eradicate itchy in your ears because it could make your cerumens/ waxes blocked your hearing..

Nikmatnya.. antara peluang yang diperolehi..mempelajari kehidupan dengan melihat kehidupan orang lain..
With these oppurtunities,many other stories were showed me how life it was..
I believe..i'll find others stories more and more in the future..


p/s: life is learning..=))

2 comments:

  1. oh la k su, ana pernah buat yang no 3 tu sampai telinga kanan jadi pekak sikit dari telinga kiri. sampai sekarang. he. lepas tu mmg dah tak buat dah. seram takut tak boleh dengar terus telinga kanan ni.

    ye, kenikmatan yang sering buat kita lupa bersyukur ni memang sangat menguji la kan (^_^!)

    eh, ni k su posting bila pulak ni? bukan mmg cuti 3 bulan ke?

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  2. hehe.. TO my dear utrujah..mane ada cuti 3 bulan dlm nursing..=) akak posting till bln 6 ni.hmmm..

    nie..kalo tak dgr p la suction kat clinic.. dapat la utrujah tgk waxes utrujah yg mungkin berkilo-kilo..hehe...=)

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